LET GO;/

Saturday, November 19, 2005

On a happier note, I shall update on the past three days (:

Os are ALMOST OVER! (: ONE MORE PAPER TO GO! heh heh.

Wednesday. Geography paper was finally over, but it sucked like crap. I seriously jumbled all the infomation that I crammed into my brain and when they asked us about global trends, I listed some irrelevant points on industrialisation. Great. After that HuiXin, Bernice, Joanne and I went for lunch at Scotts. Oh the beef noodles are heavenly (: then Joanne went home while Hx, Bernice and I went to coffee club supposedly to mug for amaths but we were soo sian and sleepy we gave up.

Went to walk around and we got to paragon and then, tragedy stuck! hahaha. AIYAH talking about it makes me want to laugh and cry and die. Anw, the three of us were gawking at some really sleek phone and I was so blind I didn't know that there's some glass pane there so I stupidly leaned right into it and SMACK my head into the glass. Oh god I really wanted to die just imagine how retarded I look please! And the impact was sooo great I could feel my teeth clatter and then HuiXin and Bernice, being the loyal friends they are, RAN AWAY and left me all alone to look embarrass cus the shop person looked up in surprise and I think she thought I wanted to rob them. HAHAHAHAHAHA. What the hell. I swear that transparent glass panes and small eyes are a deadly combination! Okay, bad joke.

Uh after that we went to buy seaweed and Bernice intro-ed one that's really heavenly! (: YUM! I'm soo gonna get more! Went home after that.

Friday. PHEW amaths paper was finally OVER! Went town with HuiXin, Joanne, Dawnnie, Yinxi, YunJia and Melinda to shop around for prom stuff but yeah, we didn't see anything suitable la. Ate at Scotts again and then went into gramaphone to look at CDs. After that Melinda and YunJia left and we headed down to Suntec (: Went into Daniel Yam to look at the gowns and haha! they were all soooooooo long! so we were like NAHH. After that we decided that we should pamper ourselves and we ate ice cream at Andersons :D the cookies and cream and mint choc were fantabulous (: After that we got really bored and started walking around. Wanted to go to the fountain to chill but it was under maintenance or something?! hahaha. Finally we went to the esplanade! YAY! Yep we were a bit siao siao and decided to run all the way there! Piangs. Rented a movie room and it was really nice and cosy (: Plus, we all agreed that its the perfect place to hankypanky cus if you switch off all the lights, the people outside cannot see you (: -cheeky grin to --. Watched Ten Things I hate about You (: Ah I love that show! My hot guy and my cute guy! (: After that we split and went home. Saw denise and ebel at redhill and they were yelling from the MRT platform to the busstop opposite! Talk about the uselessness of microphones man (: Happy day.

Today. Went out to 'study' with Joanne :D Note the inverted commas cus all I did was about five questions of MCQ on mole concept (: hahaha. We seriously pigged out because we wanted to try all the food we can and together- we ate two sets of western food, two bowls of beef noodles, one strawberry milkshake, one apple juice, and two cans of drinks for lunch and tea. HAHA. Yucks we're gross. After that we went to the library and read a book called Fatal Sedcutions II and hahaha, it was all about Aids and sex and we laughed like two morons cus the book was really quite full of shit. But it harboured a decent meaning la- that Aids can kill. Okay / After that yeah we ate and then we sat down to study for awhile. Okay fine, Joanne did while I slept. Heh. Then I was feeling artistic and so I drew a beautiful portrait of her (: Went home after that but yeah, there's more to it (:

Shall update next time. goodnight!

Friday, November 18, 2005

Below is a crap entry about the woes of having parents who are too nice. Don't bore yourself.

A smothering but comforting kind of love.

SIGH. I love my parents but sometimes, they can really make me so miserable. I mean, they were fine with my staying over at the hotel with my friends after grad night at first, and then they had to change their minds about it. I know that they are worried (and paranoid) about my safety cus they are pretty much convinced that there are raving lunatics, disgusting perverts/ lao tikos and crazy murderers decked all around Singapore. And/or, they are probably afraid that I'll get really wild or something and start doing crazy stuff like getting dead-drunk or getting into fights and crap. That's absurd cus though their worry tells me that they love me ALOT (cliche cliche), the least they can do is to trust me to look out for myself right?

Anw my mom came up with this analogy to put their point forward; she's really good with all these things I tell you. Another Rodolfo (heh). Yeah its something about she being the mother hen and that she has to protect her chicks (that's me) and that all parents want to keep their children in their eggshells forever that sort of thing. I think it's sweet but somehow, I know I can't always lead such a protect and sheltered life righto?

Oh and actually, my dad did give me a choice cus he knew I really wanted to go, but he kept emphasizing on "Your Mom and I are uncomfortable about it but if you really want to.." that sort of thing. So even if I went I'll be worrying all the time about whether what I'm doing is against their idea of proper behavior, and I'll probably be so high strung and all that crap. I feel like such a Mummy's girl /: Anw from my conversation with them just now, proper behavior means staying at the hotel all night to talk and chit-chat. Not even pepper crab at Newton's!! ROAR.

Anyway, part of me just want to go and be where I want to be so that it'll probably make it easier for them to let me go and not worry about me all the time. But another part of me knows that if something really happens, I will either make them furious or devastated.

HAIYAH.

I KNOW I KNOW. I'M TOO SENSIBLE FOR MY OWN GOOD.

Anyway it's just a small matter. Like what the hell.