LET GO;/

Saturday, May 14, 2005

okay ignore that last post. its random. something just sort of triggered that off. not going to think about that anymore.

uh recap. went to the market in the morning with my sister to get the stuff for a steamboat=/totally my favorite place la. yep we wanted to celebrate belated mothers' day for our mom. haha. so sweet ah. Anw we reached the market at like 10 plus cause we dint manage to get up early as planned. ahwells:D bought six red carnations for her as well. was damn funny cause my parents came to pick us up from the market later and we wanted to hide the flowers from her and me and my sister started panicking when she came around and my sister just shoved it to me and I stuffed it under my shirt in the end. like HAHA. uber drama. Anw my mom didnt notice I was walking weirdly so we managed to surprise her(: yea. steamboat was good too.

watched 'the cool guy' just now. finally. after like two months since huixin lent me. ANW HUIXIN I LOVE SONGCHENGXIAN NOW TOO! ahhhh. HAHA:D

I thought I got over you, but I guess I was wrong.

dammit.

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

TODAY marks the end of my MISERY:DD joy to the world! haha.

uh mathsd paper was quite screwed la and my compass wouldn't work until the last few minutes and I wasted precious seconds banging it hard on the table in the hope that the cursed lead would dislodge itself. In doing that I sucessfully earned myself a few disapproving glares from mrs leow=/ ahwells. So in the end I din't finish the paper. BUT WHO CARES. ITS OVER.

yep then went for our 29-people class outing:D took a couple of class photos at our highclass 'studio'- quotes from isabelle- the BUSSTOP. HAHA. and we were looking like a bunch of mad people. that was funny la. then took 111 to suntec city. the bus driver closed the door twice before everyone could get off, in front of both siying's and chenise's face HAHA. they were looking stunned:D yep then we walked all around suntec looking for a place to eat and settled for pizzahut. the spaghetti was nice PLUS the auntie was SO CUTE:D haha. yep then 23 of us( also according to isabelle) literally ran to the cinema to catch the 12.30 movie- HOUSE OF WAX. AH it was like gory and disgusting and the storyline is not a storyline. In conclusion the movie stinks. Half the time I had my eyes squeezed shut and my hands covering my ears and my face behind my windbreaker and the other 1/4 of the time I was hiding behind valerie's and yunjia's back. HAHA plus valerie was squeezing my wrist so tightly I think she jammed my circulation and during the last part me and yunjia got so worked up we started like wrestling and urging the girl to wham the bad guy. Anw in the end I only caught about 1/2 the show. AND about 10 people ran out of the cinema without finishing the movie. HAHA:D that includes both valerie and vania and they left the seats beside me empty for me to imagine scary things. FINALLY the movie ended and I was so proud of myself that I endured through it all HAHA. walked out of the cinema and saw the rest sitting in a circle waiting for us. then walked around suntec then me, dawn and yj headed to town. went to fareast and bought hairband. yep then yj left so me and dawn sat down at ljs and ate some XXL chicken. talked. then went home(:

Reached home and my mum saw my deranged hair and told me to go have it trimmed. So back to fareast I went. went to trim it and it looks even more deranged now. =/

WE MUST HAVE A CLASS OUTING TO SENTOSA SOON!:D

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

ONE MORE PAPER LEFT!:DD yay my nightmare is finally almost over!

Anw I came online supposedly to check up mathsd answers on the mlg but haha, I'm still ever so disciplined. RECAPP.

monday.
WORLD REDCROSS DAY! happy redcross day to myself!=/ and everyone else in crcu(: had the parade in the morning. Leading the pledge and the song was a nightmare la. I was so damn determined not to look at our class in case I see dawn or joanne or hx so I ended up staring at the sky all the time. PLUS I still accidently saw them in the end. HAHA wanted to just laugh out loud pls. yep then cheered(: Straight after that was mathsd paper. my entire circle properties question is a gone case la. then was physics. mrsleow almost murdered me by taking away my pencil and forgetting to return it and we had to draw some lens diagram for physics la! was like stunned to discover the disappearance of my beloved pencil. grr. good thing peiting had an extra one and she threw it down on the floor for me to pick up. thanks ah(:

today.
had chem/phy MCQ which was not that great. was tossing my eraser to decide the answer for chemistry. apparently my eraser is lousy and inaccurate so I still got it wrong la. TSK. then AMATHS. haha. It was so easy and I could do every single question I bet I'll get like full marks? totally la. screwed it up=/ uh then stayed back to discuss for class outing. haha yay.

OH and that kohyunjia just scared all the maths formulae out of me by saying something totally outrageous. HAHA she's hilarious I tell you.

Sunday, May 08, 2005

untitled; Simple Plan

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I cant remember how
I cant remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me?
I made my mistake
I've got no where to run
the night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
~~I just want to scream~~
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
~~I'm slipping off the edge~~
~~I'm hanging by a thread~~
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me?
I made my mistake
I've got no where to run
the night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just want to scream
How could this happen to me