LET GO;/

Friday, March 18, 2005

uh recapp abt camp yesterday.

I reached school at a record breaking 7.20!((: heh guai yueqi. yea right la. my parents sent me X) yepp cldnt get into the room cuz my keys were with zhixin. so waited outside. then na'imah came. and then shaz (surprise). yep. sang the redcross song for like how many times la. then had captain's ball. was quite fun la and the sec fours got first yay((: but some person knocked so hard into my nose I think its dented haha. ouch okays. uh then had station games. was quite alright la. had to keep demo-ing so that means I turned 25 rounds on the pole, crawled on my hands 5 times and blew 5 pingpong balls. haha. okays. yep then outdoor cooking. I've always loved outdoor cooking la. Its so fun plus it makes me feel esp close to my squadmates. but it was funner when we were cadets cuz we have to gorge ourselves, usually with sardines and tuna=/ haha. uh then interaction. nothing much la. the sec threes are so cute when they are so paranoid(: the sch bell rang and they all jumped and their hands shot to their bottles -smiles. so cute la. they remind us of our squad last time. everytime we find some ma'am disappearing from class halfway we'll start suspecting=/ heh. uh then firedrill. was not too bad I think. later had pumpings. which was not nice. but still I'm really proud of those people who endured.

yep after that was another 'debrief' in the parade square. or was it not? dint know what was going on cause me, tiffy and zayim were attending to xueli and farharni. that tiffany was making me laugh like mad with her ego-ness pls while I was rubbing deepheat for xueli. EH tiff ah I know you love me alot okay but dont keep cheng ji-ing want to hold my hand laa=D -starts laughing. yep after that we went to drink campbell soup. nice nice tiffany, zx and singning cooked it for us while we were having interaction((: heh. oh man I really love my squadmates la. I think they are the only people on earth who will build a fire in the field without solid fuels and firestarters to cook the soup for us(: Anw they bald-ed the field by yankng out fistful of dried grass to keep the fire going haha. and zhixin the toot wants to be the weeder for the school. omg shes such an ass pls(:

yea then something unpleasant came up la. sat in the redcross room talking until around 9 plus. anw thanks beng for bringing us so much food to 'comfort' us. really love you loads was so sweet of you(: yepp. I think I never felt closer to my squadmates there and then and I've come to realise even more how much they mean to me. really(: I really really love you all la. Anw sakina dont be so sad okays. cheer up. we'll always be here for you if you need us(: -hugs you tightly

`ni ku zhe dui wo shuo, tong hua li dou shi pian ren de, wo bu ke neng shi ni de wang zi;

Oh yea I forgot to say something. Sec Fours are also a bunch of paranoid and timid people XD HAHA Little Anne!((: -laughs

Anw I think the camp was really beneficial for us sec fours. I hope it was for the cadets too, in some little way or another. Although the feedback wasn't really good, I just want to let you all know that we've tried to make the camp as useful as we know how to, and that we will continue trying, and so we hope you all wont stop trying to improve yourselves too.

Crescent Red Cross.

I love(:

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

got over my moodswingg/

yep today went for lessons again=/ suprisingly I managed to get up all thanks to my sister who was stepping all over me to find her worksheets which sort of flew away from the table and onto my bed=l yea had chem first. eleanor seah spent like half the lesson nagging at us pls=/ from 8-835. what a waste of precious time. anw I'm getting really worried over my chem la cuz I really cant do a single question of the mock paper she was going through. shucks. yep then was supposedly lit after that. but me, hx, denise, chenise and nurul got tempted by the macs coupons that nurul showed us so we ponned lit for macs breakfast((: came back for bio lecture. and then amaths=/ was doing bio paper with hx, rubbing yunjia's huge blueblack, and crapping in cantonese haha. damn funny la that yj shes like uberly out of tune. yepp then went home with hx.

camp tmr(: but its at like eight? -groans

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Something's really wrong with me today. I've been like fighting back the overwhelming urges to cry since I've got home and I'm really tired from struggling to hold the tears back. If I just start crying, my parents will definitely start asking me why and I'll feel even worst cuz I have absolutely no reason to give and no idea why the hell I'm crying for. I need a long long hug.

shit la yueqi get a freaking grip on yourself.

Sunday, March 13, 2005

ouch the tips of my fingers are damn sore now la. spent the whole afternoon self teaching myself guitar again. think the last time I played was in june last year? clean forgotten all my chords man.

yep anw my mum cooked penang laksa today. yay its so fantabulously yummy I tell you and I ate like four huge bowls!?- two for lunch, one after I came back from swimming and one for dinner. plus I ate like about six pkts of oreos and two bars of toblerone and two pkts of mummy monster so I'm feeling dead unhealthy now=/ eiks.

sigh so besides eating and strumming the guitar and coming online I did absolutely nothing else today. can predict what I'll be telling myself at the end of the holidays la- that I'm a big fat lazy pig and then I'll start feeling regretful why I dint start on my hmk earlier and why i dint work hard during the hols. hahaha sheesh.