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Saturday, March 05, 2005

shit la my cramps are killing me=/

woke up at 5 plus today and I was feeling soooo sad okays cuz I thought there was school. got up and started packing my bag according to the timetable and then I realised that its a SATURDAY! yayyys X) haha I love that feeling when I get to go back to sleep after forcing myself to get up=D

Anw I'm so proud of myself okay cuz I did my both my amaths and mathsd homework((: yay clap for me pls haha. although I sort of left almost the whole of amaths weekend assignment blank la so its not really counted but eh at least I got try okay! thats an improvement haha. -consoles myself

I'll walk a thousand miles, to hear you call my name;

Thursday, March 03, 2005

I don't know what to do and how to react; I wish you never told me

sleepy. got back most of my ct results already. god I can just go and kill myself la.

higher chinese 62.5/100
chemistry 28.5/50
mathsd 67.5/100
social studies 22/25
biology 39/50
amaths 8/40

is that pathetic or pathetic? seriously after every round of tests I tell myself that I can do better if I stop being so slack and pay attention in class and start doing my hmk and dont be so last minute and yet the next round of tests will come and I've never really changed. I'm even sick of typing out my resolutions cuz I know I never did follow. ugh.

okays anw school was quite alright except that I was really sleepy throughout. like what's new la. mrs lee came in during cme to give some sort of jc kinda talk and it made me feel worst than I already felt. for now L1R5 below twenty like how difficult to get la. anw the peacock feather thing was kind of cool haha.

yep activity after school. had fa with the sec ones and then with the sec twos and activity ended le=/ fast or what. went popular. went home.

Monday, February 28, 2005

today's a pretty alright day yea. cabbed to school again in the morning. had massrun yucks. the route is like much longer now i think. dint know that it was extended. yep than had chinese. kwan gave back our common test papers which was shit la. got like b4? shucks. but two periods passed pretty fast cuz kwan marked this whole section wrongly and everyone just kept bugging her for marks. damn funny la xiaoqi was like grumbling and cursing and scolding kwan 'zhu tou' (pig head) all throughout the two lessons. shes uberly funny i tell you. and kiasu=/ was complaining non stop about kwan stealing her five marks la. haiyoh. Anw I'm starting to like chinese lessons a little more now I dont know why. must have got used to kwan's irritating face.

social studies was boring. and hx came to sch in the end. yays. grace gave me a bible after ss. god I was so touched la. thanks eh grace. but I'm feeling kind of hypocritical and disloyal? i think. what belle said is right la, as in one cannot believe in two religions. but somehow I do believe in both. to me both are God and both are respectable and both give me spiritual strength. is that the right word? yea.

recess gave me the time to feel really scared for my olvls results. me and hx were like feeling dead shitty la. and valerie the smart spilled ribena all over me and my wallet. tskk. and joanne cld actually come out with some lame theory that since the ribena was red it was a good omen for our results later. like haha=/

nearly all free periods after recess yayy(: slacked ard and we sort of talked about religion and nice names and then orbeet songs. haha. then lunch. was too nervous to eat la so just sat at the court and watched them play bball. me, nurul and hx were feeling so totally ugh la. then went up to the auditorium at 2. dianatang started talking a whole load of crap before she passed the mike to mrs lee who passed the mike to garytan and then finally they released the results. wah I was sweating profusely la dead scared. then saifa came and started handing out everyone's results slip. wahlau acute anxiety la. everyone before me was like getting a1s that kind. then hx got hers and I got mine. and we both started screaming la. damn relieved okays esp since I know I dint excatly mug for the paper. then everyone just started hugging everyone else haha. yep think my whole class got distinctions so YAY((: congrats.

went for chem lesson which overtimed by half an hr la. irritating. then went for com.meeting. hasyi is damn cute okay her fish face((: yep it was raining like nuts when we went home la. sent saki to the busstop before walking to mine cuz there was a shortage of umbrellas. yay im nice=P yea met xinyi. i think thats her name. was talking to her and realised what a hardworking person she is la. haiyoh.

yueqi promises to start putting in more effort in her studies and stop being so slack because she must not disappoint her parents and make them sad and worried for her. She will also try to work harder at the amths she absolutely detests to scape at least a pass in the midyear exams. yea.

Sunday, February 27, 2005

fd com yesterday. recap.

reached school and practised for a little while in the parade square. was quite good i think as in the banging and everything. yep then went to change into our full-u. then it started raining la=/ yep then the bus came to take us to police academy. registered there. then wait and wait before we have uniform inspection. we were squad 35 la. one of the last. after ui wait and wait somemore. seriously we spent most of our time there waiting la=/ ate lunch which was not bad. haha. damn funny la now the ma'am there thinks that we are some greedy hungry people cuz me and jh really cannot tahan then we went to ask for our lunch. haha malu la. yep then we were the last batch to go for the competition. its like the sir will say a list of commands into the mike and we are supposed to execute it but the commands were quite unclear and got a few we really dont know one la. then its like we thought some of the right commands were wrong so we dint execute it so we just ended up stoning there. erks. anw we sort of screwed it up la. after that waited and waited again then we had to fall in to get the results. shifted here and there more than 10 times la wth. yep schools that got into the finals are rgs, ijtp, cedar, fairfield, scgs, jurong, jurong west and one more which I cant remember.

Anw it was a good experience and I guess we all learnt alot la. thankyou Sec 3s for putting in your effort for this competition. and also all the supporters who went there.

uh after that went back to school. then we went to change at redhill mrt the toilet. was being damn obscene there haha. spraying deodorant and changing our socks and stuff. funny. yep then went ljs to eat. and I finally got my specs repaired yays.

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