LET GO;/

Saturday, January 22, 2005

had flag day today. changed my afternoon shift to the morning one cuz we had a meeting with yh ma'am in the afternoon to sort of 'restructure' our training schedules to make it more productive hah. uh the rest went off to je while me, beng and shaz went jp. there were like already so many people there doing and everyone looks so hurried and fierce there=/ yep so we decided to go to the market ard three stops away. was damn funny la those people see us holding the cans like see ghosts liddat run so fast=/ we were only trying to ask for directions pls and everyone thought we were asking for donations and siam so fast. wth la. so in the end we had to hide the cans before we managed to catch a little old lady to ask how to go to the market. kns. reached the market. think its a not bad place to do la. I think the foriegn labourers there are like the sweetest its like they dont earn much yet two of them gave me 10 bucks and alot of them donated 2 bucks la. I think its damn touching la maybe one of them is affected or whatever. so sad): yep met up with the rest then went back to return the cans. then went bukitmerahmacs to meet yh ma'am. was quite useful la managed to straigten out quite some stuffs. after that yh ma'am left and we planned for the orientation activity(: laughed and laughed like mad hah. I know my timetables(: ahaha. did abit of eua then went home le. slept throughout the way home and almost missed my stop eiks.

Anw I don't understand redox and I dont understand the chapter on nervous system helpp!! I'm so screwed up for the tests next week la. anyone wanna go out and study with me?=/

Thursday, January 20, 2005

whee finally its the weekend le(: next week is going to be so hectic cuz theres practices for fd com, activities, eua planning and other admin stuffs, and about five tests to mug for=/ and then there's talentime finals on saturday. great la.

Talentime photos((: http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2132524173&slideshow=1#
posted by zhixin one la. Anw I really look so screwed inside and theres this photo of my VERY constipated face which I din't know zx took=/ and the makeup made us look like we kanna punched. HAHA. ah whatever la. it was fun.

lessons today was a killer la. fell aslp for awhile during bio and yip saw=/ nehnehfied. than was amths. not too bad la. mathsd also. mr lee was being stupidly funny. english was too rush for me to have time to sleep. than slept through cme. than lit. having lit as the last period is some big fat mistake la. than had redcross activity. was being spastic cuz of my deprivation of slp. crapped like anything with beng hah.

no dragging myself out of bed at 6 tmr((:

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

aiyah so sleepy now. couldn't wait for the weekends to come but there has to be this cip thing. we gotta do flagday again=/ tsk la. 2-6. Anw today I was like telling hx that I'm deprived of slp and I'm going to slack the whole of today and sleep all I like and that woman is so evil she was like "don't you do that everyday? everytime I call you you are always sleeping" =/ wahlau I where got so slack pls hurt my feelings la heh. who ask you everytime call me at around 8 plus 9 its my peak time to sleep what.

Oh and guess what? yunjia say that I look very guai lehhh((: HOHOS. she say I look like that kind everyday who does my homework everyday and that hx looks like the kind who doesn't do. tskk you are so wrong. its the total opposite haha -guilty.

And hx was being such an ass today she went toilet for like so long then she kept laughing inside the cubicle and I was like laughing outside the toilet cuz I din't want to go in la obviously and these few sec 2s I think thought I was mad cuz I look like I was laughing hilariously to myself=/

Anw I finally went for chinese today. guai yueqi(: got quite a shock cuz I thought china scholars are like super goody goody kind but the one whom I seat with in class cheats in tingxie((: hahaha. and in a really obvious way too. she just turned around and ask one leh. apparently kwan also dont know china scholars cheat too cuz she dint look at her at all and were busy eyeing the local students HAH stupid. Anw I totally dint study my tingxie at all la and she was like whispering all the chengyu to me when kwan read the meanings. how helpful(: too bad her china accent was too great and I can't understand anything shes saying=/ anw her name is xiaoqi and she's nice(:

Can't wait for tmr to be over(:

Sunday, January 16, 2005

Don't feel like blogging in paragraphs.

-My computer is screwed it took me half and hour to get to blogger page but I'm not sure why I wanted to blog cuz I have nothing to blog
-I am bad mooding now cuz theres a mathsd test and a geog test tmr and I havent really studied and I've screwed up my amaths test badly
-I'm worried for -
-I have an outstanding pile of hmk that were overdue long ago and I want to watch soccer!
-I feel like a total fake
-I don't feel the same kind of - for - anymore. In fact I am tired of - and it makes me feel scared and just odd? I - them now and I want to give up but I know I can't its so irritating
-I hate the 5-day-week thing I want my saturday activities back):
-I want to strangle someone
-I am dreading school tmr cuz the first two lessons are chinese dammit
-I want to go kite-flying
-I want to have one day to slack and not have to worry about what will happen to my whatever shit responsibilities
-I hope - will be alright I'm really bad at comforting
-I want to - but seeing - so sad over - I think it's selfish of me to even think about that cuz Life is Precious.

crap la.