LET GO;/

Thursday, December 16, 2004

reposted.

`english
1. ~~commonwealth essay~~
2. ~~2 comprehension papers~~
3. ~~read 5 dumb books from the list (not planning to do)~~

`literature
1. ~~irony exercise~~
2. poem analysis and assignment

`chemistry
1. final-year examination paper 2001
2. mid year examination paper 2002

`physics
1. ~~assignment given by ms ho~~

`emaths
1. ~~topic 16~~
2. ~~topic 17~~
3. ~~topic 18~~
4. topic 19
5. ~~topic 20(not doing)~~
6. topic 21
7. topic 22
8. ~~topic 25~~
9. topic 26
10. ~~topic 27~~
11. ~~topic 28~~
12. ~~topic 32~~
13. misc 6

`amaths
1. chapter 3
2. chapter 19
3. ~~chapter 4~~
4. chapter 5
5. chapter 7
6. chapter 8
7. chapter 9
8. chapter 10
9. chapter 11
10. chapter 14
11. chapter 12

`chinese
1. 2 compos
2. ~~3 jian baos~~
3. ~~read the whatever book (not planning to read)~~

`biology
1. tys unit 1.11
2. ~~June 2003 paper~~
3. ~~Nov 2003 paper~~

oh no just look at my homework! -pointss- its like hardly touched?
esp maths=/

isabelle always makes me feel so guilty):

isabelle you are mad how can you finish your homework so early you abnormal person=/

okay fine I'll go and do now.

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Shaz, you can't tease me about being stateless anymore cuz I have finally made my i/c(: heh.

yep today went to school supposedly for fancy footdrill and to finalise the Sec One's souvenirs. the seniors were like how sweet(: actually came down to school without telling us to give us a surprise(: hee. yep talked to them for a little while in the redcross room. then left to meet shaojian to make i/c together. saw the wet floor sign still on the flr at forum haha. bluff people one. yea went to take photo first and I look how retarded pls=/ the stupid guy was like 'your hair is standing up'=/ then he ask me go to the mirror and flatten it. thanksalot. ate lunch then went ntuc to help my mother buy batteries and some sponge thing. heh. anw sj saw the pink thing in spongebobsquarepants and we were like racking our brains to recall its name. hahaha. I was quite convinced it was johnny or sam but sj told me it was patrick. reminds me of enli laa hahaha(: yep then went to the ica building there. so malu both of us were like so blur and we cldnt find the machine that you get your queue number from so we ended up asking some guy who told us politely that it was at counter one. walked there and saw this humongous sign "please collect your queue number here". hahaha. we must be blind. anw this sj found out something abt my name and she kept teasing me. asshole. then went mrt station. so malu cuz I was like tapping my card at the for wheelchairs and prams that place and I dint realise that you only can exit from the other side and then some stupid guy went to tap his card from the other side and suddenly the flaps just opened and scared me half to death. stupid sj was laughing so loudly la wth. DAMN MALU. quickly ran away. yep then went fareast. met gekling and clarissa snr on the way. did abit of my lit hmk at ljs with sj then went home.

18 days left to do my homework. =/

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

so tired now. slept at like 3 yesterday cuz I was doing my homework. too guilty le la. yep anw today woke up at 0645=/ went to sch for firedrill and fancy footdrill. anw safarina's grandma was so sweet to give us cookies(: thanks(: yep then had firedrill prac with the Sec Ones in the morning. was damn funny la cuz there was this time this gust of wind blew by and the stretcher on standby position collasped and the Sec Ones were like screaming and running towards it. hahaha. so drama la was laughing like mad pls. yep then had lunch at around 12 until 130. the bus broke down hahaha(: continued fancy footdrill all the way til around 430 til lingam came to chase us out. towards the end was quite productive la; marked the parade square with masking tape and stuff. just hope it doesnt rain and wash away our masterpiece.

(:

Monday, December 13, 2004

just woke up after a long long nap. so tired la. anw went to school today at ard 9. supposed to reach there at 830 la but had to wait for my parents to leave home first=/ yep then had dance prac until ard 12. went mobil to eat. was damn funny abt the water thing. that stupid balcony person hah(: yep continued dance prac until around 3. then after deciding the costumes, me, hashy, singning, zx and shaz went fareast to search for suitable ones (I dint go library to do my hmk yikes). spent like more than an hour searching for the hat shop laa=/ then we were all like abit mad. changing the shop names and laughing to ourselves=/ haha. finally found the shop and it was like the shop that I always go. never noticed that it sold hats before. admitted that to shaz and got scolded by her hahaha(: yep then went to eat at the dunno what rose garden again. not nice one. then went home.

I seriousy hate myself la. I really lack the discipline to push myself to work. And then at the end of the holidays I'll start reprimanding myself and regreting my own actions and then I promise myself the next holidays that I'm really going to start doing my work early and revise and everything and yet I still don't and the whole process just repeats itself all over again. I know where the problem lies but I just don't bother to change it. ugh I'm like completely hopeless.

And then theres my mum who is like forever lecturing me about my priorities. I know my mum is right la; that I should put my studies before my cca, but somehow it goes the other way for me. And that is wrong. tmr we still have to go to school for dance prac and my mum is like so freaking pissed off at me now): and then on tuesday there's fancy fd practice until like 5? how the hell am I going to tell her that):

Going Queenstown library tmr. gonna be Alone-

I don't have the discipline to keep myself from getting distracted.