LET GO;/

Saturday, December 04, 2004

ahhh my legs are aching like mad. walked nearly the whole of town taking artistic and weird photos for the scavenger hunt haha. tired like anything now la. before that had dance practice with vera and the rest. the steps were like so shake shake and seductive that kind=/, totally impossible for my case heh. all those see me dance before one will totally agree -nods. then vera dance until so nice. eiks. I wanna sleepp now la=/ why the hell did I ever promise shaz that I'll start on my hmk today ah? -grumbles

oh anw I saw this real cute little pigg somewhere! ahh so cute I want to buy! and alot of eeyores- courtesy of shaz who dragged us into every single shop and mall and stall that has a eeyore=/ the small little one was super cute though hehh.

And I wanna go swimming again. my hair is finally a tiniest bit of brown after days of swimming -bigsmiless. I'm tired of black black hair.

Okay I shall be a good girl and do an english comprehension now. travels on an elephant=/ sounds so interesting what=/

Friday, December 03, 2004

loads to recap(:

`camp

24th Nov 2004
First day of camp. we were all like damn excited and cheerful; putting our whistles around our necks and stuff, preparing the briefings and running through the programme one last time that sort of thing. heh. I mean its like, all that planning and hardwork that we've put in for the past three months is like for these three days of camp? Its quite arghhh for it to be over just like that lorh=/ dunno how to say also. yep falling in and stuff went quite okay. there was this buddy part that was really - cuz it really questions the 'disirable' qualities of them la=/ bunk inspection had to be shifted down cuz the hall was in use, so had lessons first. nothing much. bunk inspection was slack, except we had to do loads and loads of pumpings=/ anw I found out from yuheng ma'am that jumping stunts our growth, so if I never grow taller for the next yr..=/ yep had lunch. I wanna praise and thank the company for its wonderfully delicious and nutricious food. Its soo nutritious and healthy that I think the salt, sugar and oil level is nearly zero. wth=/ had lessons again after this I think. can't remb. and talentime. ahaha enliiii! -laughs. maluated myself. outdoor cooking at night. was quite fun la, groping around in the dark to find the canned food, the matches, the lighter blah blah and there were like twigs floating around in the messtins. hahaha. damn funny. the campbell was freaking salty la, cuz the smart us dint cook it with water(: me and singning were like eating and eating the mutton curry cuz I think we were the only two who liked it that much(: it's quite sad to think that its our last outdoor cooking together): even though dunno who said we can have it at XXX's hse the downstairs some other time. that will be extremely weird though hohos(: and different. had night games after that. the ahgong was quite ... and the trust walk was even more .... but somehow now that I think of all those times we try to rehearse and everything, it seems funny now I dont know why hahas. also maybe cuz we know some of the cadets were definitely acting scared and we were trying to act scary. haha. not v sucessful. oh yea there was this part we made the cadets lie on each other's stomach to rest aha. they all look so cute la(: ill at ease. night run was erbs cuz we were supposed to run outside sch. ended up running in the sch compound cuz the stupid gate was locked. no life=/ heh. supper then sleep le. dint really sleep well. first night trauma heh. yea right.

25th Nov 2004
Only remember the footdrill session very clearly. before that was firstaid I think. cpr again. yep anw it was very hot la. so those who cldnt take it fell out, and some of them cried. I know that during debrief one of yr said something about tears being of no use to help yr squadmates, so yea. was kina disappointed and discouraged? dunno how to describe=/ anw skip this part. took care of the cadets who were not feeling well and hyperventilating while they rested in the auditorium. my poor leg was numbed being stuck in that position for so long=/was quite slack aft lunch la, the cadets were allowed to call home under instructions of mrs yip=/ then me and shaz took our bath((: ahhhh it was like pure heaven(: firedrill i think then went out to buy stuff for our bbq, and it was so so so cold in the bus that I wanted to die. went back to school and had a freaking splitting headache=/ ate panadol. omg I love panadols now cuz it works so well((: had bbq but it was really sad. anw thankyou snrs for helping us along when you were supposed to be our guests. really sorry abt it. we bbqed chicken until ard 3 in the morning for the cadet's breakfast since they dint get to eat it that night=/ all of us were like so so tired it is undescribable now. felt like we wanted to drop dead, just closed our eyes and put our heads on the table whenever we could. somemore we were like so hungry cuz we dint get to eat dinner la. took another two panadols(: although the situation was quite bad right, the bbq really bonded us together lorh. like every hotdog we could spare for ourselves after giving them to the cadets, we passed it around for everyone to take a bite, even yuheng ma'am. then when we were really sleepy, one of us just poured a cup of wateva thats' left then pass ard to refresh everyone. It was like damn torturous to force ourselves awake, but it bonded us further, and that was nice(: finally at 3 plus, we went to slp after chucking some of the chicken into the icebox heh. woke up at 0430 for firedrill=/ was quite horrible=/

26 Nov 2004
Firedrill continued until morning ard 6. had breakfast and then fd again. this time it was the last fd already. we had no choice but to kind of forfeit everything cuz -. some of the cadets went home and stuff. became a slack camp after lunch. all the way until cleaning up and sue you in court. haha sue you in court was disgusting la. I used to love honey until that particular moment I put that awful spoon into my mouth. eeeyuck=/ haha. anw finally broke camp. congratulations to all prize winners(: you deserve it. and for the rest, dont be disappointed or anything cuz we really want to reward everyone but then it would have made it unspecial for the others.

yep end of camp. kind of miss camp now. the days with my squadmates in the parvillion bbqing chicken and trying to keep the fire going, taking turns to fan the fire, fighting with ourselves and our fatigue, saying the food chant before meals, crapping and joking around, being pissed together and happy together, encouraging each other and everything, for all these, I really love you guys(:

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jia!