LET GO;/

Saturday, November 06, 2004

ahh I'm so freaking tired=/ and the two round things on my knee caps are distracting. yuckss. yep had activity today. I thinks its been really long since we had this kind of 'tough' training activity, and I have almost forgotten how satisfying having such activity can be. yep altogether did like nearly 200 hundred pumpings today. whatever the cadets do, we have to do double=/ ouchh. yep had pt in the morning. I think my own stamina is like shit. wanna go running le laaa. yea. did aerobics also but the stupid cd is irritating=/ and the fun dance haha. brings back stupid memories((: heh. then had free time. me and beng were puzzling over how to use the stick thingy haha. in the end we just went to disturb the sec ones while they have evac with zhixiinn. AHA. zhixinn is so cute!-pinches* anw the sec ones are like all so super stronggg laa! just sweep their squadmates into their arms and breezily carried them up. my eyes were like poppping up le. hahaha. dont think I ever lifted up someone alone in my entire life, unless you count my little brother=/ hahh. yea then footdrill. I dont know what to say also la. It was super disappointing, esp during the sizing up, did for like how many times?=/ But I'm proud of the 14 people who endured. great job. to the rest who were not feeling well, please take care yea. Anw I really hope you guys will do better and dont sabotage each other anymore. yep had debrief. nothing much la. the sec twos are so cute la. invite us to their chalet with a motive. -grinss* yep then stupid lingam came and kicked us all out of school. thanks alot la. yep then went home le.

Friday, November 05, 2004

Whenever I see that particular sentence, I can't help feeling happy; lucky even. Yet now, there is a sense of unsureness in my heart, a lingering question no one can answer. "Are we really..?" "How long would it last?"

):

People do change, Its inevitable):

recapp. went to school for lesson again today. thankfully todays' the last day heh. had amaths for nearly 2hrs=/ nice nice mr loh=l he's freaking lucky la going Australia. unfairnesss. Anw he promised to get me a koala bear, and huixin a kangeroo. AHA. freaking funny. yea went back to rc room after that to wait for the sec ones. was walking around in my socks cuz my shoes were still wet from yesterday. then that jiahui ah, late again. So when I heard a knock on the door I thought it was jiahui and it turned out to be them ahaha. malu myself. yea then jh, zx and shaz came. went to eat then went back to the rc room to do fancy fd. hahah. was quite fun la but we seriously need loads of practise. yea then left for hq. left some papers in the rc room so had to run back there from the busstopp=/ yep then me, zx and jh went macs while shaz and sn went home. me and zx ate the meal while jh ate icecrem. yikes I feel so greedy. yeaa then went to carrefour to get some stuffs haha. reminds me of ulp((: hee. then zx left first. me and jh went specialist centre to buy sbs, but never buy any. haha. yea then went home le.

`You might think I'm happy, but I'm not gonna be okay.

Thursday, November 04, 2004

HAPPY((: -allsmiless* hee

so cute so cute so cutee((:

okays. I'm mad. yep recapp yesterday. went to school for lesson. bio and mathsd. mrs yip is funny hahh. nothing much la. went com lab after classes with dawn and hx. was crapping away and making lots of noise. hahaha. then we three started singing our way up back to class. arh arh arh arh. HA. dawn's forte((: shakinyourass. shakinyourass. -rollseyes` yea. went to meet mrs yip. then gave the sec twos accreds. Anyway enli, birds have two legs, two horh, not four -laughss* okay anyway she and me were making so much noise la. really sorry=/ heh. yep then me and shazie went to ntuc to get the stuffs for proj rclove. stupidd la it started raining so hard and both of us are umbrella-less so all we could do was stare up helplessly at the skies. haha. thats an exaggeration. yea went home after that.

today. went to school for lessons again=/ amaths and bio. was okay la. had an hour halfs' break in the middle so did some of the proposal stuff. huixin was totally being a lame shit=/ haha. yep den we went to chase bubbles cuz some sec ones were blowing it. haha. huixin was trying to compose herself cuz it was her npcc jnrs hahah(: had meeting after school. finalised most of the things le. was learning kungfu with singning and zhixin and dancing around the room with the flagpole and the broom. hahaha. they all thought I went mad(: yep went ntuc again today to check prices. bought lots of food haha. got caught in the rain cuz I forgot to bring my umbrella again and ended up sitting at the busstop for an hour=/ then this cjc guy I dont know who lived across the busstop came to give me an umbrella. gave me a shock but yea, thanks((:

my mum just had the house 'renovated' and transformed it into an mpr. Its all covered by mirrors now. haha. whoaa.

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

I'm so sleepyy laa. -yawnss

yep went to school for lessons in the morning. bahhh- everyday also have lessons. wthh=/ yea had chem first in the morning. din't listen to angeline ng at all. think she was talking about water pollution, is it? supposed to have physics next, but it was cancelled, so went to look for mrloh with dawn, but he wasnt there=/ yea so went to com lab with her cuz she wanted to do her cancer project. the nice nice me went to help her sew okayss! first time in my entire life I'm sewing ahaha. shervon was being actcutsy as usual=/ eee. yea wanted to go mobil buy mars bar one la! then in the end no time)): so saddd. oh yea went to look for mr loh agn. he ah, super wuliao la.

Me: erm, may I speak to mr loh pls
him: oh he's not in, may I know who is it?
Me: yueqi here
him: heh okay. I'm coming out
Me: huh!?! (to dawn: wah lau he bluff me!!)

yea. dotx la. lamer. yea went back for mathsd. also dint listen much. just occasionally copied down an example or two. uhoh. yea then went rcrm. had meeting there. omg was laughing so freaking hard la. I know that this is like one of the meetings that I will look back and miss when we pass out (which is quite long later la but still..), like zhixin and her stupid expressions; enli and her "eh try again" whenever I make some lame remark; 'come on over'.. ahaha. god I love you guys like sooo much laa((: and I know you all love me too. hehhs/

oh now my mum is telling me about the goose she used to rear at home. ahaha. she say she loved to hug it when she was young and call it "goose mama". haha. thats' funny. and she saidd that she actually had the heart to eat it in the end=/ poor mother goose. after all that years being my mum's huggiee.

oh yea my dad bought a new scanner and photocopying machine thingy. yayy. stupid sister is beside me now gushing over her own baby photo. erbs.

Monday, November 01, 2004

just feel like blogging now though I have nothing to blog about hahh. ``,`screwedd

yea my mum's cooking something that smells real nice(: yay my dinner. yea and shes bugging me to watch her cook again heh. till now I still havent picked up any skills from her though(: all I can say is that my mum is a very patient person.

oh yea yesterday she was making some cake thingy and tried to interest me by making me help out in the kitchen again. ahaa den she asked me to pass her the baking powder and I passed her the bicarbonate of soda cuz I thought that both are the same things. they look the same to me what. ahaa anw she trusted her beloved daughter and she dint check when she added it into the batter so now the cakes are a little bitterish=/ ahaha. whoopsy. anw now my mum says that this is all my fault so I should eat up all the bitter cakes=/ heh shes so funny funny.

oh my brother just came home and announced that he has dropped another tooth. thats the third one in a month eh=/oh haha now he's saying that he was eating chocolates during recess and was wondering why there was an ultra hard nut in the plain milk chocolate and den he realised that that's his tooth. okayyyss((: ahaha major cuteness!((: but imagine his own teeth chewing his own tooth! they belong to the same family!

okay I realise that this is a pretty long entry after all, considering that its all crapp. aha.

I'm bored
I'm bored
I'm bored
I'm bored

and I miss her and her and her=/

You told me that was how it should be; how wrong you were``

shucks. really screwed up my olvl paper. ohmygosh I wanna kill myself la=/ -criess