LET GO;/

Saturday, October 23, 2004

It's back to the days of mugging hard in qnstown library with the company of my discman=/

-GROANS`

I realise how superficial they can be. and their serious needs for hearing aids=/ hahaha. omg I just want to die laughing(: sorryy.

today. took attendance during fall in cuz both beng and sakina were not there. heyy(: get well soon okayys! -bigghug*=D had first aid with the sec ones and 'sat in' for their fd lesson with enli cuz the sec twos and jh, shaz and zhixin were all taking accreds. then had aop with the sec 2s. haha stupiidddd enlii. omg I was laughing until I wanted to cry le. hahaha. some of their typo is so funny funny. ours was too(: yea. it went long long overtime and ended at ard 1 plus. went mobil to walk around. ended up buying a drink to share with jh from church. ahh and jiahui made me miss my bus! then she took trip.1 and abandoned me=/ mean woman((: haha. met my sister in the bus. jian gui(:

I'm not going to get emotionally invovled; not gonna get myself tangled. Or hurt

Friday, October 22, 2004

went to school very very reluctantly today haha. got 3 share-a-thoughts in the morning. dint really know whats going on. gave mdm kala the peer leader stuffs then went back to class. dint have any lessons or anything. recess met mdm kala agn, den she gave me back the stuffs to make ammendments to. saw goon and she started talking to me, smiling away happily=/ asked me if I was one of the snr peerleaders, and what we do during the training sessions and all that crap=/ I think she something wrong la. yep then had mathsd and amaths, then chinese. kwan never comee!((: yippee! but a whole pile of worksheets came for us=/ den had lit. was sitting on the floor cuz both yunjia and val were lying on me. valerie was drooling=X den chem. left at around 1345 to get ready to go peace haven. went to put everyone's bag into the rc room. whoa the sec ones' bags were like how heavy?!=/ yea then went up the bus to peace haven. freaking long journey la. was damn sleepy but the bus not nice to sleep one. yea went to hornbill? or issit flamingo? and met this nice sweet little old woman there! ahh shes such a kind soul((: spoke to her in canto. actually ah I dint really know what she's talking about also cuz her voice was like so soft and hoarse but I just like 'yeaaa' and smile smile that kind. haha. but shes so cute la, was like asking me to take care and everything. the nice nice grandma type. yea and another long journey home. wanted to slp agn but just as I was falling aslp we reached school le=/ irritating. gave back the bags back to all the sec ones. went mobil. went home.

Thursday, October 21, 2004

just woke up from my very very long nap((: yepps. tmr still got peace haven visit. k recapp today.

was freakingg boring=l argh I wanna ponn school but I always have a afterschool activity then cannot pon. wthh. in the morning went to school to give our new cadet a mufti to wear tmrw. den went with vera to collect all the cranes. yea we hit 600 le!((: haha think we gg to cheat a abit la, pretend inside got 1000((: ahahaa. anw nobodys really going to take it out and count right? yep then had mass run. today hardly any lessons la. only ms ho came in to teach physics, and I wasnt listening cuz I was folding cranes hah. anw thanks vania, emily, julie, hx, dawnie, yvonne and kayda for helping me to fold also. heh. all the ahgong ahma at peace haven shld be happy k! everyone so helpful!((: aha crap. oh yea had chinese also. did a mock paper. got back our olvl prelims also. got like 69 only. shit shit. yea went back to class played some games with abt a 2/5 of our class? played zhong ji mi ma and murderer and detective(: hahah the murderer and detective siying damn funny la, open her eyes until so big! look so suspicious. hahaha. went to meet mdm kala after that. die la havent handed in my part for the peer leader booklet=/ still have to meet up with them for a dry run. busybusy. yea waited for jh in class. stupid la I was playing with this long long string and started winding it ard my neck and nearly strangled myself to death=/ stupid singning was laughing like some shit and zhixin is even worst!=/ k lorhhh. yep then went ntuc to get some stuffs for the old folks at peace haven. den went home le((:

*what I must finish today
`peer leader bklet coverpage
`building bonds and friendship-human bingo
`proposal
`lesson plan
`amaths 12.1 last qn

=/

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

hai abit no mood to blog. I'm so freaking pissed la=/

yep today. wonderful programme set up for us what=l took back papers in the morning. amaths first, den bio. failed my amaths by 4 marks=/ k lorhh. yea then after recess had amaths mass lecture. eee. but was okay la. learnt dunno what circular measure hah. den lit. wah goon's voice really send me to sleep la. apparently it does the same for everyone else cuz when I glanced around everyone was dozing off. funny. yep then socialstudies/geog mass lec. mr josef tan is a lame shit. but he's kinda funny in an irritating way. yea.

after school vera taught me how to make cranes for the old folks at peace haven. hehs my origami skills really cannot make it la. all look abit retarded and disfigured one haha. so sad. but see! we so sincere lehhh! hahaha. yea. made with the sec ones and twos la but they left first. at 5.30 then me and shaz finished the hundredth crane=/ killer. heh

uh went home with shaz. hah she wanted to go mobil to look at the food!? ahaha so funny. but dint go in the end. sat on an extremely rocky and speedy bus=/ stupid driver. yea end of my extremely boring day.

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

acute disappointment

We had meant for it to be a happy reunion, or so we thought):

okay I feel like laughing now. AHAHA. godd. this is getting atrocious.

yeps today got back part of my results. godd. everything was like shit la, but slightly less shitty then midyears, which was really really shit. ahh okay shant elaborate((: yep. got back lit, chem, phy, mathsd, chi, s.s/geog today=l very scared my hcl will fail overall la, though I passed finals narrowly. argh I hate kwan. stupidd woman. yep tmr getting back amaths and bio. -faints. the two most potentially failable subjects. ahhh.

today was like so heart-attacky. yea I noe no such word la. -imagines shazie's face* hehs. yea in the morning was looking around the whole school frantically for mrs yip. then found out shes on mc. stupid mr samat still say she doing dunno what marking. pls la she not even in school.=l wthh. from there we were stuck in the auditorium the whole day. after school stayed back to do proposal again. and I found out from zhixin that olevel chinese is 10 days away!! -screams! I thought still got one more month! yea I havent started studying at all la so I'm like totally going to die=l

heh my mum is bugging me to go watch her cook now, apparently hoping that some of her culinary skills will rub off me. hehs I'm really an atrocious cook. potential food-poisoner((: ha crap.

Monday, October 18, 2004

omg pearl harbor is such a sadd movie)): tearing like shit la. -cries. danny!:((

okay anw today was absolutely irritating. went through amaths paper answers the whole morning, but dint get back the paper. all the answers look dead unfamiliar la so I'm so quite sure I'm so totally going to die=l tmr getting back all the papers le. cant wait mans -rollseyes. anw it was freezing in the auditorium so I couldnt sleep properly bah. k after recess went through emaths ans. was even worst cuz I kinda left all the trigo qns blank. how wonderful. aha den mr lee gave us worksheets to do=l wthh. did until about 12 but half the time was doing illegal things again -winks. yep then that ms lee ask us to do essay laa! wth cans I felt like strangling her. she and all her crap about it being a holiday assignment anw so its very kind of them to let us start early so we can enjoy our holidays. bullshit la=l okayy. after that went to discuss proposal again. super tiring la. brain-juice squeezing. aha. got so many things to consider and everything is like all linked up with each other. but still its rather fun((: hehs. accomplishing. yea then went home.

okay can't blog anymore. getting busy. ta.