LET GO;/

Saturday, September 18, 2004

redcross activity todae:) heh. was quite fun la. had circuit training first. was quite slack lorh. somehow its always funner when we were the ones doing the stations itself. -wistful* yeps was in charged of the burpees station with zhixin. wahaha that lame shit!(: make me laugh like mad only. heh. ya and stupid jiahui actually told one group to take both my shoes. wah lauuu. haha. but farnie laa. must brainstorme on more creative and outrageous bonuses liaos. -evil laughs* watch out arh!(: haha. yep then they had evac, so me and jh and beng went canteen to settle some paperwork. met dawn there, with her bio textbook. wthh:l and enli was teaching me the ah ah thing, den dawn and riana keep saying I zou sia! as in out of tune la. bleahh. den I heard them trying out themselves ltr. worst den me cannn! hmph!=D ya den had footdrill. was quite okay la. as usual I malu myself during fd with my lousy commanding skills plus my cannot differenciate left and right=l sec 2s were showing the sec ones their favourite drill- memaras! (however you spell it) aha. was good too:) yay! ya then had talentime preparation. taught them horny songs=l ahaha. damn farniee la. den was laughing away with my failed attempt to follow vera's super act cool dance. wah lau all of them say I cannot make it! I got potential one okayyy. -pouts* ahaha. ya quite farnie. den debrief. after that had interaction with the sec2s. wahaha I noe their secrets le!! -sniggers* heh. secret secret. yep then thrashed out with them. sec 2s arh when you guys know what your faults are pls do try to change okay. and you guys must encourage each other instead of telling each other that the grudge will remain cus both conflicting parties cant change. changes are all up to you guys to make de. so jiayou!(: you have our full support.

yep den went KAP to 'study'. me and shaz were like soo tired we both fell aslp in the bus. -yawns* my head knocked the guy sitting bside me like twice? wah lau malu. reached KAP realise that I dint bring my freaking cd out so cannot listen to music. no music cannot study. went home.

played badminton with my dad and brother. bathed. eat. now must go study liaos:) wah interllectual me:D bye!

ai ni//*

Friday, September 17, 2004

sighh. just feel so sad and hurt and disappointed all of a sudden. probably after thinking about them-, that bunch of so good but bad people=( cant believe they betrayed our trust and care, though on purpose or not I dont know. I've failed in my duty:(

I want an explanation, one to make me feel better and tell me that what shaz saw was wrong.

nevermind.

went KAP to study after school again. nice.

dont feel like blogging now.

SYLVESTER!`

heh.

JAY`

yea

Thursday, September 16, 2004

`wo zhi neng yong yuan du zhe dui bai,
du zhe wo gei ni de shang hai,
wo yuan liang bu liao wo,
jiu qing ni dang zhuo wo yi bu zai

god this song is just so so nice:) k today. went school early for traffic duty. wore gloves todayy. wah feel so pro cann. aha like real lorhh=l heh. anw thanks beng and shaz ( I mean really, thanks alot, really) for making a whole load of noise behind me when I was trying to act pro. really gave that image whatt. heh:) piggiess. ya then did fa duty. no major casualties. den lessons lessons. had amaths remedial and then extra mathsd lesson after sch. all the way until like 445 la. can die la. ya then went to find jiahui and shaz at qnstown library. studied awhile den left at ard 7. aha me and jiahui damn shua gu la. when we stepped out of the library we heard loads of frogs and we both started peering into the drain (cause thats where the sounds came from). yikes people ard us were giving weird looks laa ha. malu! then went ntuc. to help my mother buy her wholemeal bread aha. ya then we were walking tthrough the back lane there so abit dark then suddenly that jh like gave a shout that kind, and I screamed. wah malu cann! guess whats that terrifying monster that we saw? a brown cat licking itself innocently beside us. wah dotx cann. no face liaos ahaha. then we were both laughing like shit la. haiyohh. funny. oh ya and we saw this damnn cute little boy:) -smilees* his little pants was like falling off cus the buckle came out then hes like staring sadly down at his dropping pants, trying to hold them up and find his mother. aha sooo cute!:)

ge qian-

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

"She loved airports. She loved the smell, she loved the noise, she loved the whole atmosphere as people walked around tugging their luggage, looking forward to going on their holiday or heading back home. She loved to see people arriving and being greeted with a loud cheer by their families and she loved to watch them all giving each other emotional hugs. It was a perfect place for people spotting. The airport always gave her a feeling of anticipation in the pit of her stomach as though she was about to do something special and amazing. Queuing at the boarding gate, she felt like she was waiting to go on a roller coaster ride at a theme park, like an excited little child".

-PS, I love you

just finished that book. and its so nice and sweet and super sad:( but I hate it when books write of people who die when they are loved so wholeheartedly and missed so dearly:( I feel that kind of longing and sadness and regret and it makes me want to cry too:(

anw recap abit. yesterday. nothing much yesterday. did traffic duty in the morning. was my very first time!! -squeals. er dint know what to do so I was kind of just waving my hands around? ya. then normal stuff. went KAP after school to study.

today. lessons as usual. was like damn sleepy the whole day cus of the lovely weather aha. makes me wanna curl up in bed and hibernate=l too bad huamn beings known as teachers exsist=/ ah wells. went KAP after school agn today. yay I finished my lit and s.s and mathsd:) feel so accomplished even though they are dued ages ago. aha at least I got do rightt?? -comforts myself:) aha.

oh yes HAPPY BURFDAY SAKINA AND ENLI!!=D love you guys! -hugs*

Aim for the moon, for even if you miss, you'll still be among the stars.

Monday, September 13, 2004

screwed up life, screwed up world, screwed up everything. god im like so screwed I cant stand it:(

helpp me.

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oh ya guess what? my farnneyy mummy actually took this lantern that I got from my angel 2years ago and hung it in my house as a deco for moon cake festival(: ahaha only flaw is that it is the only lantern hanging all alone in the entire hse so its looking kinda isolated, lonely and out-of-place. aha how cute can she get?:) shes actually proud of her choice of deco and asks me why I have never taken it out before. aha mummy arh mummy, cannot make it laa:D heh.

uh had a productive meeting after school todayy. and I'm just so excited for -. yayy! jiahui I know you are extremely excited for a particular reason.

thanks for acting like you caredd]`

Sunday, September 12, 2004

suddenly I just missed them so much, missed the good old times when I was just a cadet. oh wells.

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anyway I realise I love to fantasize and dream alot; dreams of people and good things and me.

I resolve to stop coming online so often to do useless stuff(:

goodbye.

hahahaha -guffaws* this is so funny funny funny. HAHAHA. -laughsss-

secrets!* -winks

boo! aha. ya recap yesterdayy.

was like super late for CIP la. supposed to reach orchard mrt by 7. when vania called me it was 7.35 le and I was still sleeping aha. whoopss. k then rushed there. everyone is still waiting la so no diff even if I reached early=p then started flag day. pls lorh the whole world is like doing flag day at town also. abit redundant with the limited population in orchard at 8 in the morning..-.- ya did with jh and enx at first. then plus tiffy and shaz. that enli arh, cannot make it la. aha that woman keep sarcastically thanking people who dont wanna donate=/somemore say so loud "wah lau suchh assholes." alamak=l me and jh were like damn tempted to run away la!=D ahaha. then went to eat macs. yumm. then do do do, met that two spastic, squealing, giggly guys -rollseyes, then slacked around abit, bought slurpee, den finished le. went dawn's hse after that. watched the 'duplex' movie. that old lady damn qian bian, and the ending abit lame=/ ahaha. but its farnie. denn went home. bathed, changed den went to meet jiahui. went to watch the bonesetters' daughter play at nanyang girls high. was quite nice la:) their chinese damn power cann. saw marcia there also. ya then went home.

anw I still left like how much homework la, so dead. tonight can dont sleep liaos aha. rahh. and yes shaz I agree that she is damn ego. lets go bash her up together!=D