LET GO;/

Saturday, July 31, 2004

Heaven? I'm gonna get there real soon. I could try to let you know what it's like here. I'll call, ... and when you look up you'll see me flying in the sky and I'll be wearing this beautiful dress of the palest blue and my hair will be so long it'll trail behind me. I might be on a horse, one of those angel horses with wings.

I think you will have to work up here. You gotta sign up for either angel or messenger or something like that. You got so many people down there to look out for. They keep you busy here but you are don't get tired. You're never tired. And no medicine either. Everyone's healthy. Strong. You know? Once a week you get to meet God. You got to report on how things are going. But there's no wrong answers in heaven, only good stuffs, correct answers, like a dream.

Me? I'm gonna be a ballet dancer or maybe an ice princess, just twirl around all day;

Zillions of puppies, that's what they got up in heaven. The softest dogs you've ever seen. And no poop. Because heaven's clean. All those fluffy white clouds. And these zillions of puppies just jumping from cloud to cloud and you get to run and chase them all day.

Friday, July 30, 2004

Don't wait to be loved, to love-

heh has been two days since I blogged le. dont really have much to blog about also la, dead boring life now=l hee anw I'm back to always gg to queenstown library=D anyone who wants to find a place to study go theree!! its the best place cann, peaceful and quiet=D hee ya I love enid blyton books mann. so childish and nice and sweet and happy and innocent -smiless*, so totally not like real life cuz everything ends so happily and smoothly=l aha thatt jiahui arh also la still reading famous five cann! hehh okayy actually mine is worst. but the naughtiest girl is a moniter is really nicee whatt!!=D aha but I noticed the guy sitting next to me in the bus looking astonished heh! think the words are abit the big la heheh. shit la my resolution to be more maturee..

ah yes anw jay got this new song called qi li xiang, damnnnn nice lorhh! siying and peizhi singg together soo nice! superr mann!! and the lyrics is soo sooo sooo sweet you can just cry=) ni chu xian zai wo shi de mei yi ye. godd so so sweet -smiless*

aha yes and I'm damn happy cuz I can finally change my phone!! to T610. but that is if my dad doesnt change his mind=/ yeps gg queenstown library again with shaz and jh and zx tmr=D must studyy le I've been flunking or nearly flunking all my tests urks. =l anw kwan never come for chinese todayy!! -big applause* mel and zhixin was damnn farnie I was laughing until I was practically crawling on the floor hhaha! ya den that zhixin drew two tattoos on my hand. its quite chio la but my brother say it looks like a pile of shit=l finee la. anw I just remembered zhixin's version of the chuang qian ming yue guang poem, its damn farnie=D

zhuo qian men huang huang,
lao shi jiang jiang jiang,
tai tou jian feng shan,
di tou jing meng xiang.

HAHA. translation: in front of my table, bored to tears. the teacher say say say. raise my head- see the fans. lower my head go into dreamland. ya that was in sec 2 and she was my partner!!=D -laughs* miss those days. anw that was during history when inspiration struck. imagine the extent of boredom we were suffering.

ya kay I'm sick of blogging le. tata=D

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

Just when I thought my heart was safe,
you make me fall in love, all over again.

-

When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you start looking around to find them.
At that moment, you are in love.

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh,
your eyes and attention go only to that special someone, thinking how cute she is.
Then, you are in love.

If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from
that special someone than other many long e-mails,
you are in love.

When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the
messages in your answering machine because of one message
from that special someone, you are in love.

When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would
not hesitate to think of that special someone.
Then, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.

When you come online just to see that special someone's name appearing on the computer screen, and you hope that perhaps today is the day where that special person will message you, you are in love.

When you smile whenever your phone displays "one message received" cuz there might be a possibility that it is from that special person and even the simplest sms from her stays in your inbox, you are in love.

When you read her blog regularly and try to find out whats going on in her life, and smiling when you know you are a part of it, even if it is a tiny insignificant little part, you are in love.

When doing even the most ordinary things in life reminds you of that special person, then you are in love.

When seeing her around, seeing her smile, just makes your day, you are in love.

While you are reading this and someone appears in your mind,
then u are in love with that person.

how true.

yes today, I was bullied okayy! -cries=P everyone is too mean le ahaha. but nvmm I shall be kind + forgiving + sweet + ... + bighearted. ahaha binomal theorem mah- too much to write out le=P -bhb-* ya went school quite early today on a mission, and mission sucessfully accomplished!!=D aha. yes then was assembly- got a talk on arts awareness week. and we were thinking of joining the dance course (aha!) as a squad!=D hehehe. aint that funny I can just imagine how hilarious that will be. imagine zhixin dancingg -giggles* superr cute imagee!=D -big grins* ya then lessons lessons. cme was quite nice la, ms marlini is damn farnie de=) I'm going to fail my phy test cannn=l tians its so freaking difficult. eheh. dun care la. ya then mathsd, nothing much. then lunch! when I was bullied hmphh=l anw the fishballs I ate for lunch are too bouncy and chewy to be called normal=l hee. had chem prac today. has been a long time since "we smelled the air" in the chem lab -quotes from ms ng- I'm sure the sir is very different in and out of the lab whatt-.-" aha! but was still fun la=D

had rc meeting after school. hehe think we did quite alot today, plus I really laugh until I want to die le hahaha. oh man I love my squadmates=D yep we have to start planning for talentime and everything le, so that it wont be a rush and the sec ones and twos and us wont be too stressed or overwhelmed. aha then was listening to the radio, nice nicee ahaha=D ah yes I've got another mission tomorrow, -puts on dark glasses=P and I'm not looking forward to it urks. helppp.

accidently in love*

Sunday, July 25, 2004

uh shall recap for yesterday. yess I passed my course yayyy!! -beams* damn happyy can. and relieved. pheww. ya actually it was nothing much la. was like all alonneee cuz that jiahui never go=( somemore the sitting position not according to groups one so I cannot sit with the bravo people -sobs. ya but still got to noe a few more people la. lyk atrina, charlene, and alvin. cindy and sylvia were behind me=D they damn lame one cann. aha. ya was damn scared when have to go up to take our certificates. good thing dont have to salute if not sure can see my hand shaking=l heh. anw eng kee sir is sooo nice he shook my hand cannn! ahh he rocks=D melissa ma'am also=D heh. ya den sat through the link talentime. some items were quite dotx one lorh. got one is called dunno what "ocean songs" then I was so excited cann I thought was ou de yang den they come out and started singing some shark and fish and crab song. dionggzz cann-.-''' cheat my feelings de. It goes like this " I live in the ocean and I like to crawl, my name rhymes with gab -crab!" then they wave the crab picture around. like erbs can. anw ai ni is a very nice song=D -smiless* hee ya den sat through other prize presentations, den was dinner!! was nott badd la heh. ya then was the informal section. whoa john sir is sooo cool he dance super nice cann=D led us in the mass dance. accidently in lovee!! ahhh -screams* nice nice song=D ya then amdis fetched me to woodlands mrt then I began my slow lonely trip home=( aha=P

I was walking over to be your friend,
but I tripped, and fell in love*