AIYAH.
Thursday, February 19, 2004
i wish i could be my true self. i wish i can not hide anymore. i wish to be real.
muahaha never go school todae. wonder how issit. so yucks lorh tml ish common tests liao i noe im lyk so gonna die a horrific death cus here i am blogging and not mugging oh wells:)
im lyk really sad lorh. im also not sure why. im tired of competition lorhs. mabye we both pretend that no such thing exsist or maybe its just me or something but i think i am really stressed being in a way, so close to you. i know i can't compare and its lyk im feeling so fake just to go along with you. argh im lyk so angry and frustrated with myself. and you too in a way. i know you rather be friends with them and everything and im kind of obstructing you, sigh i dunch know what im typing too. im antisocial. i wish i dun care about friends and i wish i am back to the past, where everything just comes so easily. and i can be real. yes, real.
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